Turning on the Misfortune button

::29/9/2008::
Monday. Nothing much happens. Just doing my project. Sorry, make it projects.

::30/9/2008::
Tuesday. Same loh. Vacation. No la, go Genting Highland was my vacation edi loh. Projects again and do piano homework. =D

::1/10/2008::
Wednesday. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Piano teacher came during the evening cuz she wanna shopping. I can play well when I practice but when I played in front of her, I did A LOT of mistakes. =< Well, nobody is perfect. Again, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!! (did projects again)

:2/10/2008::
Thursday.  Went to swimming pool in Bukit Jalil. For ur information, although I went there, I did not swim, and...and...and... (promise me not to squeal out or laugh.. err.. smile, NOT TOO...!) and.. and... and... and.... [scroll down please]

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WHAT??? U TELL ME U KNOW WAT IS TAT???? NO WAY...!!!!!!!

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Fine, and.... I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO *ahem*, (it starts with 'S', ends with 'M', which made a word called SWIM... yea, i do not know how to SWIM, happy? happy? happy? hmph~

So, I played bowling. HAHAHA! I NOT THAT WORSE... I MANAGE TO SCORE 2 STRIKES and ALMOST ALL OSO ENDS UP WITH 9 PINS SCORED... (left one... T......T )

::3/10/2008::
Friday. MISFORTUNE.

1st unlucky thing.

 

Aiyoyo, 2 buttons came out because me and boey struggle and his house. Me and Verzonski came "VISIT" him today mah. Tat's why these TWO buttons went out and we dunno how to fix and ... and... AND WE LOST A FEW COMPONENTS INSIDE...!!! AHHHHH!!! HOW?!?! MY DADDY WILL KILL ME..! He not yet came back, I wonder what is his reaction when he found out... *soul comes out*

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puz.............???

WAIT..! Not yet finish...! I hate la, these days keep on no internet connection. I am so lucky now has. *shouts and faints* and I left the charger in his house...!

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

Confusing Knowledge : Little Saddy Me

Today night, my family and I went to Maluri to ... erm... dunno how to say. Then, we ate dinner there lah after only come back. I saw an old granny bent her backbones pushing trolly. From I standard one in there until now, she still pushing the trolly with her body bent. I very easily felt kasihan. Haiz. Why somebody's life so good while... HAIZ...!!! Do u understand what am I saying? I do not understand. Haiz..........!!!

Sorry, I very sleepy today. Goodnight~

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

Confusing Knowledge : If I want to...

...skip today, can I?

Do you still remember the old old old post in my old blog? About the emotions?  And I will write about happiness, sadness, craziness etc. ? Nevermind, I want to do it again.

And please don't touch me now cause I am not in the mood now. (like u can touch me through the screen... =.=)

ANGRY! :

Stop disturbing me la! The whole every morning, no matter what am I doing, and what I said to you, you will keep on disturbing me too. I told you I am busy, u reply me with an "OH" and continue your yapping. I told u I dun know, and u look ....... I need your help, what is your reaction? And YOU! YOU! You make the noise and you make the whole scene and alas, I am the one who being blamed. ALL THE WRONGS AND BLAMES GOES TO ME! Why nobody blame you? WHY? Cause you hav the power. You thought you have the power you can do whatever you want? I do not know why I hav such many problems. And my problems are all weird.

SAD! :

You angry because of such small matter? I know your feeling. I felt that before. But I won't be such angry and just angry-joking feeling. But I didn't felt so angry because of a small matter. Hope you cool down and happy back. I don't want to see anybody I love sad and angry. (dun dirty-minded, k?)

WRONG! :

I know I did wrong. And sometimes I find something to cover up my mistakes! Here, I say sorry again for anything I did wrong from the first year I met you until now. But how bout you? You know which place I am standing now? If I go to right, the left will cry. If I go to left, the right will angry. Help me to choose loh, u so smart! Sorry again for all my mistakes and no hard feelings, k?

STRESS! :

I have too many stress. And day by day, I went lazier and lazier. Therefore, I did not manage to finish all my task on time nowadays. If can, I rather have an easier life (but not too free). I know, you want to tell me that you have much stress than me. So cool down first. And hope your stress will fly away. And same to me. =)

FRIENDSHIP!:

I don't want to discuss about it. Cause I need more experience. I hope friendship is a good thing, not something which will make you in trouble.

HAPPINESS?:

Alas, happiness which are different from the other emotions above, which I have nothing to say about today. Cause no happiness.

Opps, it looks like I told out all my secret. You should be glad to know them. Swt..

Coming up NEXT (tomorrow) : FREEZE THE MOMENT!

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

Unhappiness... (The Eight Day)

Some nights I stay up late and cry,
Other times I feel as if I could die!
In my life I feel not loved,
I always get kicked around or shoved.
But why should I be happy?
How can I be if I'm treated so crappy?
Every day seems like a battle.
I get thrown around like a baby's rattle.
Sometimes everything can be so scary.
Why can't I just be happy and merry?
For all my faults, I am to blame.
I am the one to take all the shame.

by Crystal

...::[23/08/08]::...

From love/like to hatred. You love that kind of friendship? I care what other people thinks about me. You hate me? I won't hate you back without a suitable reason. It is childish. I will just make the feel of hatred back to normal. I said that before. Thanks~

Z_hen_men_G

[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

News Straight Line (2)

Live to work. Work to live.

 

Err… I am not quite sure about the proverb above.
Or maybe it isn't a proverb.

I know la, my English sucks mah!

 

I thought Saturday will be a peace day.
Which it turned to a busy and noisy day I ever had in this week.

First, I thought we have marching, but luckily, Karen cancelled it due to fewer members.

Then, I need to help Cik Yap to do the Badminton Club stuffs. WTH?!?!

3^rd, I promised my dear friends to duel, (FYI, I mean Yu-Gi-Oh).

4^th, I dunno why there are tons of paper sheets, mainly from Puan Shirley. And oso Pn Khoo and Pn Wan.

I know, we should be study harder. But I am not in the mood. One period, one paper. T_T

 

Last period, go back to class to clean the class where morning session not involve.
And Pn Khoo asked us to decorate the class board with MORE COLOURFUL patterns.
Jian Sheng headache. The pemantau wanna come again. ToT

 

I hate exams nowadays.
HATE!!! HATRED!!!
But if I continue to hate them, I will fail badly.
No choice, but to love them.

 

I feel like I am talking nonsense. ^^;;

 

Have a nice day~

 

Z_hen_men_G

[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

Eyes-sore

Headache la...
Doing project-s for consecutive 2 hours!!!
What about u?
UPDATE?!?!?!
Ya la, i din hav time to update only mah.

1st - My aunt often use it now. No time edi.
2nd - Projects????? No need 2 do ar?
3rd - Hey, test coming la...

Yeah, of course la, I oso wanna update,
I think of many things to scold on here...
EVERYDAY...
but...
when I reached here...
I lazy and scared 2 write...
haiz..
eyes pain edi...
projects!!!
argh!!!!!

proper update some days... bb...

T___T

btw, was ur report card day good enough?
well, Pn Khoo din say anything about me to my mum...
Well... ???
Bb...

Z_hen_men_G

[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

e_lephant's r_ules

07.10am
I reached school. Then, came along Rebecca behind me. Kushaal came for cocurriculum after about 10 minutes. So sian la.

07.50am
Journey starts! They gave us a lot of snacks to eat. ... ... Huh? Oh, sorry, forget to mention the teachers. They are Puan Lee Siew Lee and Mr Zuhairul. The other two teachers from morning session which I dunno. ^^"" Tour gide gave talk. He talk about Genting Highlands.

08.50am
~lalala~ Huh? Oh, not yet reach la. So fast meh? The bus stop at Petronas. I think u can guess why. But they forbid us to buy snacks. Took some pics.

09.00am
Continue our "beloved" journey. Gave talk about rubber estate and palm oil. Now i remember the info about rubber estate is 90% same like the sylabus in our Sejarah Form 2. ^^""" Also giv talk bout the elephants we going to meet.

10.30am
Oh well, reached Kuala Gadah. First activity was watching movie. Boring movie for 30 minutes. After the boring activity, they gave us a yellow sticker (as the ticket for the activities) to stick on our shirts. Gave ceramah. T_T

11.00am - 11.30am
Take a look at the elephants... Wait, not a look la, much looks loh. The elephants are cute!!! Haha!!! Bwahaha!!! Many loves 'Mawar' (elephant) cuz he look so small and cute!!! During the time period, we also managed to ride on the elephant. Aiya, my buts hurts cuz the elephant is too fat! =="

11.30am - 12.00pm
We met the asli people. Rumah asli too. U know the sumpit? Neh, the orang asli used to use the sumpit to catch animals? Ok? understand? they let us try. Unfortunately, I busy taking pics. ^^

12.00pm - 01.00pm
Forget to mention about an annoying boy who kept on annoying me. As annoying as Jason! Haiz, go to where also will meet this type of people. We rush to Deerland. Opps, dun mistake, deerland is not a nice place, it looks like a forest. Look at the pics for more informations.

01.00pm - 02.00pm
Eat lunch. Wow, Puan Lee took a lot of watermelon. ^^ I dun eat a lot. Did u see a bear? I mean not from tv or books. So CUTE!!!!!! I dunno how to describe my meaning of cute but... IT IS REALLY CUTE AND FUNNY!!!!!!!

02.00pm - 03.00pm
Yeah, go back home!!! ... ... ... MY FOOT!!! Still got a last activity known as "bonus". We were going to the waterfall!!! Which I am not so excited but it was opposite for the Malays. Like wat Puan Lee said, the Malays love to bath at the river or watever.

03.00pm - 03.40pm
WATERFALL!!! I hurt my leg there. I do not know the middle part was so DEEP, and i hurt it (tercalar rock). I just rendamkan my foot. Not bath. Then suddenly on...

03.20pm
RAIN!!!!! YAY!!!! YAY!!! CAN EARLY BACK HOME!!!! EVERYBODY RUSH TO THE BATHROOM AND PONDOK!!! HAHA!! ==""""

03.45pm - 05.06pm
BACK HOME!! AND I AM PROUD TO SAY I AM GLAD!! Actually I dun wan to go to the trip. U can say tat I had being cheated to this trip. And without a fren there. U know how lonely tat can be???

Pics time:::::
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sooooooooory!!! the pics plz wait 4 some time!!! thx~

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

F.A.I.R

Tat's right.
I am talking about fairness.

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Today teacher gave us our position in class.
I am not sure my feeling.
Am I really HAPPY or actually SAD?
Supposed I should be very happy.
But I don't feel so.
If I laughed, I not sure it is from my tip of heart,
or from the fake part.
I feel very bersalah.
Maybe I should not say all these.
But I just wanna expose my feelings through my blog.
Yeah, to tell the truth,
When I know my results,
Of course, who will not be happy.
But when I know they count grade and not percentage,
My feelings suddenly became VERY VERY DOOM!!!
I really feel like crying.
Not because my percentage r lower,
But because i feel not fair for others.
I can't be tat happy like last time edi.
If other ppl ask me,
"Wat position u get?"
Should I answer him,
"Oh, the proud 1st."
or
"...The fake 1st."
or
"Find urself, no mood..."
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I wanted to cry...
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Everybody congrats me,
Which I saw,
Their eyes,
Have something to say.
Is tat my feeling only?
*face wet*
Especially when Jason kept on telling
the others about their position
when they count their percentage.
Make me feel more WORSE.
And Jason kept on telling me,
Actually she should be 1st.
U r? Err... I think 3rd or 4th.
After tat, still not enough.
Still wanna insult me.
*bang head on the wall*

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There is only a way
to make me feel better.
I will be back.
But nothing can be worse than this.
Sorry if I make u sad.
Or make u angry.
Or others.
I just wanna express my feelings through my blog.
I know I less update.
No readers anymore.
Just wanna say something.
Is tat wrong?
Is tat is wrong,
I will SHUT MY MOUTH.
thx~

Z_hen_men_G
[Blank Mind of Puzzle]

p/s: No matter wat u feel now, just wanna say thx for sharing ur time to share my feelings. Thx very much!